S: good morning
S: saw u in maybank...I wave my hand....but i seems like transparent
L: i dint wear glass my dear, i cant see
S: HA!!!.i park my car in front of the door wor...so near ....
S: u and me just ....5 feet away
S: ur eyes is not mine ler...600 degree
L: I dont "look around" usually just focus what im doing
S: okla...i back to work now...
L: y dont u call me?
L: instead of telling me here?
S: ya ho..
S: i tot u ignore me oledi...
L: u not confident?
S: yes...no confidence
L: stay not confident then, the way u act means u dislike me
L: who ignore who?...
L: if u want to just ignore me, then u dont send me message like this.
S: i didn't mean that dear
L: tell me u saw me somewhere, what u expect me to do??? U just break me heart
L: saw me but dint call me?
L: what do u want from me?....
L: what do u want me to do?...
L: go to bacnk each time and look everywhere if u are somewhere around?
L: Thanks for ruin my day, now u happy on what u did to me? I might cheap, but it doesnt mean u can make fun of me. Do you know how difficult to calm myself down and try to "forget it"? Can't u just decide what do you want???? I'm not that strong as you think, if you think you cant give me anything, then stay away from me!!!! I still need to continue my life
2013年6月25日星期二
2013年6月21日星期五
原点
三十岁生日，我做了一大堆自己不想做的事、吃自己不想吃的食物。
我最想发生的事没发生，不想发生的全都发生了。
明明说好自己要过一个自己想要的一天，结果却是因为别人而过。
别人想我开心，我却心里难过得要命。
想哭的表情，被当成感动吧？
你给我的影片陪我渡过黑夜，等你的信息。
看完影片，看你给的成人电影。
我想念你的手，抚摸我...
我试着让自己有快感，却想着你...
今早吃避孕药，想发个信息给你。
问你：我不必吃了吧？反正，你也不在乎我...
所有的事想梦一场，回到原点、回到地狱、回到黑暗...
所有的快乐、美丽... 是短暂的，奢望什么呢？
我不过是自己送上门的贫贱女人。
放下所有的自尊、骄傲、矜持，送上门的不矜贵。
像口香糖一样，嚼到没有味道了就吐出来。
我因你而美丽、因你而骄傲、因你而快乐...
结束后，这些将随你而去，而我回到原点。
我最想发生的事没发生，不想发生的全都发生了。
明明说好自己要过一个自己想要的一天，结果却是因为别人而过。
别人想我开心，我却心里难过得要命。
想哭的表情，被当成感动吧？
你给我的影片陪我渡过黑夜，等你的信息。
看完影片，看你给的成人电影。
我想念你的手，抚摸我...
我试着让自己有快感，却想着你...
今早吃避孕药，想发个信息给你。
问你：我不必吃了吧？反正，你也不在乎我...
所有的事想梦一场，回到原点、回到地狱、回到黑暗...
所有的快乐、美丽... 是短暂的，奢望什么呢？
我不过是自己送上门的贫贱女人。
放下所有的自尊、骄傲、矜持，送上门的不矜贵。
像口香糖一样，嚼到没有味道了就吐出来。
我因你而美丽、因你而骄傲、因你而快乐...
结束后，这些将随你而去，而我回到原点。
2013年6月19日星期三
2013年6月18日星期二
2013年6月7日星期五
2013年6月5日星期三
喜欢你让我改变
我喜欢读我们的对话，总觉得很甜蜜。
有时对话不见了，我会觉得很可惜。
L: U know what bb? Since I know u, I've changed....
L: In good way of course
L: and I wanna keep it no matter how
N: good to hear that, you should change the way u live last time...
N: alone...for...how long?OMG
L: yea, good to change ppl life huh?
N: it's like 自闭
L: yalo... Like a abandon trash
N: I dun call it trash la bb
N: it's like....isolated
L: now my sister also very kasian, coz my evil attitude returns
L: The tenom trip with her was fun, we had alots of laughs and talks. I forgot to bring my photos to show u how crazy we r...
N: wat attitude?
L: I love to make fun of her and bully her
N: good to hear that
L: but then she also will revenge but its fun
N: hao soi geh o ngee
L: Been awhile I don't laugh that hard
L: wonder what happens to my 20-30 between that time was like gone, Urs too bb?
N: tat's why i told u... u hav a beautiful smile
L: 20-40 oledi wahahaha
L: u make that appears again bb
N: dun mentioned it....my pleasure
L: now attracts too many unwanted flies, u just don't know
L: sometimes I feel like tell them to back off
L: But my sister said I shud give them flying kiss so tht this world will be more ppl smiling
L: y dint u drink tea hahaha
L: Got nice fruite tea at coffee bean and earl grey
N: u ar...
L: hehehehehe
N: I oledi get used to it...night time...dun try tea
L: Raining again here... I go sleep luuu
N: ok...bb sleep well
N: muak muak muak
L: Shud skretch ur leg just now make a marking
N: no...should give me a bj hehehe
L: Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!
N: ok.la...u go to rest la
L: Don't say that! I no need to sleep liao
N: later lokkawi got panda
L: BJ BJ BJ BJ BJ BJ
L: Night bb
有时对话不见了，我会觉得很可惜。
L: U know what bb? Since I know u, I've changed....
L: In good way of course
L: and I wanna keep it no matter how
N: good to hear that, you should change the way u live last time...
N: alone...for...how long?OMG
L: yea, good to change ppl life huh?
N: it's like 自闭
L: yalo... Like a abandon trash
N: I dun call it trash la bb
N: it's like....isolated
L: now my sister also very kasian, coz my evil attitude returns
L: The tenom trip with her was fun, we had alots of laughs and talks. I forgot to bring my photos to show u how crazy we r...
N: wat attitude?
L: I love to make fun of her and bully her
N: good to hear that
L: but then she also will revenge but its fun
N: hao soi geh o ngee
L: Been awhile I don't laugh that hard
L: wonder what happens to my 20-30 between that time was like gone, Urs too bb?
N: tat's why i told u... u hav a beautiful smile
L: 20-40 oledi wahahaha
L: u make that appears again bb
N: dun mentioned it....my pleasure
L: now attracts too many unwanted flies, u just don't know
L: sometimes I feel like tell them to back off
L: But my sister said I shud give them flying kiss so tht this world will be more ppl smiling
L: y dint u drink tea hahaha
L: Got nice fruite tea at coffee bean and earl grey
N: u ar...
L: hehehehehe
N: I oledi get used to it...night time...dun try tea
L: Raining again here... I go sleep luuu
N: ok...bb sleep well
N: muak muak muak
L: Shud skretch ur leg just now make a marking
N: no...should give me a bj hehehe
L: Aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!
N: ok.la...u go to rest la
L: Don't say that! I no need to sleep liao
N: later lokkawi got panda
L: BJ BJ BJ BJ BJ BJ
L: Night bb
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